Way
beyond belief, the rosemary child sings. Shall we go to my choice of
scape? Or be it too much. Jump, did you, could you. Fear is the mind
in conceptual tone. A man rushes over to the straw stack, only not to
begin badly a negative reaction. Oh how he went on. Could not get the
meaning. Rejoice in a radical state, for the tree shall always dance
in the shadow of doubt. The fruit points and tempts me, I cannot
resist, as if I would. Tragic beliefs see the way, just in time, as
the old woman told them way back. All our time has leapt beyond our
world, we are left alone, standing.
This
passage is from my
automatic handwriting notebook. It is the first page of automatic
writing I had ever done, and dates back to 1999... when I first
really got into surrealism and dada.
As
you can see, it's kind of random. I had no predetermined idea when I
wrote this. I just allowed words and sentences to 'free-fall' out of
my subconscious. However, it isn't easy as your conscious mind is
always trying to step in and make sense of it. This gets really
annoying. So as with any skill, it takes time and practice to get
better at it.
The
term automatic writing is exactly that... your mind is writing
things automatically without consideration. It's hugely rewarding
(spiritually) and extremely therapeutic. It's as if you're allowing
your brain to unload... much like dreaming. It allows the
subconscious to work through unresolved concepts and issues. For me,
it's like letting off steam. Here's a more recent example of my work:
Unexpected
pleasure flies via my consideration point. The unidentified
conclusion exceeds even my own realisation of the unreal. Pentagram
circle triangulating off of the prism. Shape of yellow, tangled in a
17 sided shade of people. Feeling unjust due to pleasure override,
the urge to perform a random gift exceeds even my own expectation. My
own desire to explore and explode and exist. It all falls apart at
the apple. Cradle. Fudge. Lock and key. Loki. Frank. Side. Desire.
Apple. Purple. A sore point even I could not find. Poke fun at any
three singular rocks, and then talk to the seeds of the unreal.
For me, automatic writing is both therapeutic and creative. Some of
the imagery and ideas that materialise because of this process, I
would most likely never think of or give consideration to.
Allowing your subconscious to take over for a while is fun... but you
must not govern it. You must switch off your conscious, reasoning
mind to fully appreciate the experience. I've been doing it (on and
off) for 13 years now, and I still haven't perfected the technique.
Try it. See what happens.
You might feel better.
Fish.
Grind
the static rock.
Sound
for what next.
Grab a piece of paper and a pencil and get writing. Let you hand
write whatever it wants. Don't think. Allow your subconscious voice
to speak.
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